False Pretense

Caution tape around my heart.

To my forever person. — December 30, 2020

To my forever person.

“This is where our love is found, in a strange little rhyme; where in space the beat of our hearts resound, while our bones lie in the ground. Little fragments ground down with time, where fingers once were intertwined, and I wore your ring, and you wore mine.” — Lang Leav

Counting on the days where we don’t have to say goodbye every time we go on our separate ways and instead we will be going back to our forever home together. Let’s the countdown begin, homie ❤️

Stardust — July 16, 2020

Stardust


These years later, I have stopped looking for answers. I know better now that their purpose isn’t to save you but to show you how to save yourself.

& sometimes the best way to save someone is to walk away and not seek closure. I have found what i needed and that is enough.

Untouchable — February 4, 2019
Human error. — December 29, 2018
Uncertainty — December 13, 2018

Uncertainty

The day that uncertainty finally ended my patience with you.

I said:

“I am so tired of not knowing what i am to you. So i decided to walk away and send my love to you through thoughts and prayers.”

You said:

“Take a step back. You’re overthinking again. I just need a little bit more time. Please be patience with me.”

And so i did. Believing every damn word you said.

Still feeling hopeful that things might be different if i’m a little bit more patience.

8 months past by.

Still nothing.

When i look back now, and i wish i had told you, i am not your patient. And you’re the worst mistake i ever made.