hmmm, ( still thinking of something to write ) . its be awhile i’ve last updated this wordpress of mine . lotsa i wanna write here . just can think of what to start with . i’ve already start working as a waiter, 1 week after my o level had officially ended ! feel like im all grown up now . awww , im proud of myself for earning my very own pocket money for the first time ^^ . i’ve been working for 17 days for now and i’ve made my decision to quit this job by this coming 16 dec cos i can no longer endure this tormenting pain on my left shoulder . earning money isn’t as easy as it looks after all . my first pay i received was on 5th dec . thats was only for my 1st week working . cant wait for my next pay on 20th dec . whoooops !

the pros and cons of working during holiday .

PROS :

1. able to earn your own money and not having to think that your pocket money will run out .
2. dont have to keep on begging your mum to give you money to spent on everytime you wanna go out
3. understand better how is working life feels like
4. makes you to become more independent 
5. helps you to fill up your time since long holiday might be quite boring especially the days when you just rot at home doing nothing
6. lastly , keeping you mind busy from thinking of your o level result for graduating students like me ! .

CONS :

1. less time to do your favourite things like watching your favourite show late at night , using the computer , updating your mp3 with news songs , staying up late at night .
2. thinking of what to wear for the next day . ( major problem for me cos im not used of wearing just a t-shirt with black pants . i need to wear something that match with my black pants)
3. less time to spent with your family members , cos by the time you reached home , you’re already half dead . 

as the days approaching , i dont know whether quiting this job is the right choice im making . the peoples im working with are the best but the job im doing is the worst thing i’ve done especially in handling such unpleasant and pain in the ass guest. feels like giving them the fvck up look . but sadly i cant cos according to my manager , the only thing to avoid any complaint from the customers is to SMILE . all i can do is to give them the fake-est smile . TSK ! now i truly understand the feeling of a waiter . a simple thankyou from someone just makes your day and a annoying customers will ruins your day . nonetheless , im just left with 5 days before i quit this job  will be updating again if i’ve the time . thats all for now .

school have been treating me fairly enough . tons of homeworks , thats for sure . last night ,when i was searching for my math notes in the cupboard,  i saw my sec 1 journal (2007) underneath my files .after reading it , i didn’t know that my english was that bad . like seriously ! im out of words reading my journal . ” zaman gemilang ”  okay this post was so the random ehk , but atleast i post something than nothing

cca starts as usual till april ! fishandchip ! step down already still need go for cca .tsk !  if i go to cca does it even help me to get from d7 to b4 ? if i does , i’ll go . if it doesn’t i dont give a shit . haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! so troublesome. need to spend my time on books lah !